What a day!

I did not have fun just now.... But I was trying so... Early on I went to do eyebrow and upper lip threading, it was painful and my upper lip, still a bit of facial hair.. Then I supposed to have an appointment to give some statement but went i reached Outram Park, the IO called and said the meeting has to be cancel due to some urgent stuffs he has to attend. Oh dear.

So I take it as ok, coz there was some other reason for me to be at Outram Park, to register my nursing license. So I walked on a very hot sunny weather trying to find College of Medicine somewhere hiding near SGH, I was sweating I was thirsty but I kept walking, in the end I found it. But sadly, I found out I didn't bring my effing nursing certificate!!! What a day!! All my sweat and energy come to waste... I feel like crying....

Now I'm sitting in my room being entertained by Harold and Kumar... Cock meat sandwich.. I still haven't shower from the class chalet, my make up still on and I got colds...

Aches....

Blogging has become much easier for me, thanks to macbook. :) Enjoying much privacy inside my room with wateva clothes i want to wear. I'm having body ache all over. Met Matin for some ride to somewhere in Singapore... I missed him, and since i have so call ORD, meet ups with him seems lesser n lesser.... But we are still going strong.. Hp bills on sms-ing and phone calls have risen... Still on the controllable zone.

Got a call from the IO regarding of the murder case at AMK, I have to come to Cantonment to give statement which will be heard next year in court, haiz... Cantonment... 

I'm getting broke each and every day... I should start looking for a full time job now... Nursing license still contemplating... Haha....

Rumours

I did a morning shift at Starbucks, I was very bubbly and very cheerful suddenly a friend told me about some rumours. I was shocked and I was slightly silent throughout the shift.. Well,I was thinking, if the rumours were true, it should be happened long long ago. I mean, a person is capable of doing things, we are all humans, I know, but we are all adults so that make us to think more wisely and logically.. Just be truthful, no hidings... coz it can really hurt somebody, in both ways..

So I'm gonna hold on, got to hold my hands up, got to keep my head up and got to keep on breathing even when we're sinking.... This reminds me of what Matin wrote to me "my future is yours to see. I shall now hold your hand to the future. Our progress depends on ourselves."

That is why you are my favourite boy... :)

Public viewing

Tmr will be the day, EV results coming out and I can foresee that I'm not going to make it. It were all thanks to the worst calls i had, spinal management with cardiac arrest, double combo! Now i'm turning sour, depressed and slightly pessimist. But life have to move on.. I may want to retake my EV again but I might be taking next year, like that when should i start work full time? I need money, I'm going broke now after I bought this macbook from IT fair which cost me $$$$.... I'm done crying....

Its been a long long time since i last blogging, sometimes I feel that I'm too lazy to log in and start typing but when a story that i really need to pour out coz I can't keep it anymore, thats the time.. And one more thing, i feel stupid, i mean maybe a dumb girl.. Blogs or journals that are posted in the net are meant for public view, I put it as very private due to some incident(my bro found out about my blog) that was because I was dumb, my comp is not personal use, now that I have my macbook and changed the url, I think I'm back in safe zone now...

So, to the bloghopper out there, if you were happen to dropped by and read my life stories, you are welcome here.

Fana now is back to normal...